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I dont know why im writing a post now i guess i just need some way 2 get out how i feel right now….. im listening to a song called Family Portrait… It makes me crythe last time i heard it was when i was like 11? I dont know but i just found it on youtube I dont know how but when i really listend 2 i cryed harder than i have in a long time…I guess even though every that happened in my life is reflected in this song.Like i can picture me singing this about my life… You know i guess now even if I’m 14 and no matter how happy or how together i try to act im still in pain, i still cry, Istill hurt,and I’m just….just I don’t.. Its still in my head and every day im reminded of it by something even in class what the teacher talks about reminds me (s.s.) I just dont Know how to let go of it.. Its like i cant….http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBrbB-KrF64
I choose the wolf because its my favorite animal, its my favorite because or what it satnds for and that is…..
Wolf- Facing the End of One’s Cycle with Dignity and Courage, Death and Rebirth, Spirit Teaching, Instinct Linked with Intelligence, Social and Family Values, Outwitting Enemies, Steadfastness, Skill in Protection of Self and Family, Taking Advantage of Change, Intuition, Learning, the Shadow, Guardinaship, Ritual, Loyalty, Spirit, a Pathfinder, Psychic Energy, Inner Divinity, Teaching, Careful Study, Cunning, Escaping Hunters, Ability to Pass by Dangers Invisibly, An Astral Wolf Could Lead You to a Spiritual Teacher, Strong Protection, Spiritual Guidance in Dreams and Meditations, the Teacher, Success, Perseverance, Stability, Thought
How do experiences in a relationship mold your future decisions and relationships with others.
Well you guys kinda already know my relationship with my mom and step dad…And well looking back on that it made it really hard to trust anyone mostly men for a long time, Today I still find it hard to trust any men in my life whether they are a friend or apart of my family.
My feelings from that were..Hopeless,pain,sadness,anger,confusion…and i just felt like know one cared at all… like there is a song I think about all the time when I think about this its called Run Away Love..
this is the song..
Runaway Love(mmmmm) Runaway Love(runaway love)
[Ludacris]
Now little Lisa’s only 9 years old
She’s tryna figure out why the world is so cold
While she’s all alone and ain’t never met her family
Mama’s always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
Mama’s on drugs gettin’ high up in the kitchen
Bringin’ home men at different hours of the night
Startin’ with some laughs… usually ending in a fight
Sneakin’ in her room when her mama’s knocked out
Tryna have his way and little Lisa says ‘ouch’
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don’t believe her
Lisa’s stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that Hell is a place called home
Nothin’ else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she’s bout to run away and never come back
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She’s steady tryna figure out why the world is so cold
Why she’s not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she’s makin’ up excuses
Bleeding on the inside crying on the out
It’s only one girl who really knows what she’s about
Her name is little Stacey and they become friends
Promise that they’ll always be tight till the end
Until one day little Stacey gets shot
A drive-by bullet went stray up on da block
Now Nicole’s stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that Hell is a place called home
Nothin’ else to do but get her clothes and pack
She says she’s bout to run away and never come back
These 2 parts of the song are the ones that relate to me the most….
well thats most of the song but check it out if you want too okk
Should we define someone by their actions or their intentions?
I actually don’t have an answer to this question.. But I would have to say that I wouldn’t because you don’t know whats going on in there head, like if they lied about something and it was because there friend asked them not to tell whats going on then would you see that as a bad thing because most parents would…I honestly I don’t know how to explane this to you because wouldnt define a person like that ever. Thats not the way I am, But I guess if i had to I would define a person by their intentions……………..
Only you can break the darkness and show me the light,Only you can shake the tears that blurred my sight,Only you hold the secret to what I can’t see……But nothing is there in the dark, Just a dream that has held no spark,because what you see is all that lurks in the dark….
me and my friend finished this YAY!!!!!!!!!
This might not be a surprise 2 you but your not perfect, no 1 is but… Its the faults that make you beautiful.. People in this world disgust me when they judge a person just by how they look I mean it doesn’t matter what they look like what counts is what on the inside…Like if a person walks into a room an they look totaly different from what your used to seeing, maybe they like how they look and they are a truly nice person but how would you know that if you take one look and turn away.I mean why would you it makes no sence to me at all really sooo what should you do if some1 does this to you… I think you shouldn’t be scared to show who you are ok its what inside that counts it makes you an individual.. soo love who you are embrace life as you go through it just dont let any1 pull you down because you dont need that and thats a fact ok….. <3
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